I finally got this video up!!!!

Below is a song I wrote. I am playing it for real, those are my actual hands. Sorry about the poor sound quality, my camera isn't made for this type of thing.



If you have any ideas at all for lyrics to this song, please comment them below. I want this song to tell of someone who was at a low point in there life, or maybe is still at that low point. Here are some lyrics I already have:

The Struggle Within (Solitary Shell)


The struggle within

It kills me inside

I want someone to hold me

I pull away

From those I want to love

I need someone to stop me



I’m all alone

Imprisoned at home

I feel like there’s no hope

My mind’s the enemy

Why can’t somebody see

I need someone to love me



I’m hoping for the day

When I don’t pull away

Withdrawn inside myself for far too long

Praying for a way

To keep myself sane

Long enough to find a way to fit in



I’m all alone

Imprisoned at home

I feel like there’s no hope

My mind’s the enemy

Why can’t somebody see

I need someone to love me



I don’t want to be alone

But I can’t change what is

I don’t have a heart of stone

But it would be easier than this

I want to break free from myself

To live outside of my solitary shell

I need to break out



I’m all alone

Imprisoned at home

I feel like there’s no hope

My mind’s the enemy

Why can’t somebody see

I need someone to love me

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What I did today (haha funny title Selena)

Today was our church baptism. I got to see my little sister and my grandparents get baptized. It was really awesome to physically see how the Lord has saved them, and brought them over from death to life.

Afterward, me and a few other kids went swimming. I didn't have any thing to swim in, so I just took off my glasses and jumped in fully dressed...in my dress! It was entirely uncomfortable. But hey, it is 104 degrees here today. You can break a sweat just sitting around for too long in one spot. But the thing is, you're dripping with sweat by the time you move to a different position. Ugh, I hate California...